I’m learning not to force things.
I learn to let them go, to put them in harmony with my life when the time has come to bring me the Universe without having to run after them. If you have to run after something, it means he does not want to stop, he does not want to get caught, he does not want to stop at your door. I trust God that what is done for me will eventually find me no matter where I am. I will not be passive, but I will not fight.
I learn that love finds me.
I’m learning how to stop decoding messages and mixed signals and characters and wait for the message clear, the message so obvious and easy to understand, the message you do not ask or guess anything and the message you’re waiting for really.
I am learning to let go of those who do not want me. I even keep their door open because I do not want any more temporary visitors, I do not want to share my bed with someone who does not want, I do not want to spend every night with me and I will not share my heart with someone who does not want wants to protect. I learn that love finds me when it is real, when it is easy, when it is mutual and when it is passionate.
I am learning to be patient with myself.
I’m learning to calm down and calm down. I learn to be gentle with myself when I slip and am patient enough to realize my dreams. I learn to forgive my mistakes and let them be memories rather than labels. I learn to make these mistakes to prove that I was fighting for things that did not suit me, that I was not always doing the game safely, that I was choosing things for which I was not sure and that I was I took risks
I draw wisdom from all these errors. The wisdom that taught me that mistakes often happen because we are forcing something that does not concern us and we are trying to get something that we probably should not have had.
I am learning not to try to control my life anymore.
I learn that it does not matter if I do not have all the answers or if I do not want to be. I’m learning to let life take its course instead of trying to steer the steering wheel in a different direction. I learn that I do not always have what I want, but life will give me what I need. I learn to treat life as a friend. I try to understand it, to love it when it is difficult to accept it, even when it frustrates me and I appreciate the experiences it gave me, the memories it gave me, the laughter and sadness. make me grow.
I learn to let things go and I learn to look at life as a person. a person who is still trying to understand, an imperfect person and a person who wants to be better almost every day but other days like everyone else fails.
I learn to let myself be moved by the force of life instead of forcing it to stop.